love philosophy

i thought about you yesterday And tears ran down my faceAs I remembered all the memoriesThat can never be erasedThough it was two years agoEvery now and thenSomething makes me think of youAnd of what might have been I remember all the good timesThe laughter and the tears Memories that warm my heartWhen I look back on those happy years But every time I rememberMy heart begins to acheThose special times weren't real for youYour smile was just a fakeYou thought that no one loved youYour heart was breaking insideYour soul was crying tearsThat you tried so desperately to hideAnd then I remember that morningThe words ring in my head"Sit down, we have bad news for you,Keri, Devin's dead"I wept so bitterly over youI cried for your hurt insideI knew it was no accidentI knew you committed suicide I cried that you had hurt so muchAnd cried that you died aloneI cried because I blamed myselfI cried because I should have knownIt's been a couple yearsI get stronger as time goes byI try to put the past behind meAnd forget you chose to dieBut then something makes me think of youAnd of that tragic dayAnd I still remember...Remember like it was yesterday....

me.