i waLk Day aFter Day

I walk from day to day,
I pretend my heart's okay.
I lay in bed all night,
The insomnia, I cannot fight.
I lay up in my room,
I cry all night in gloom,
I hold you in the night,
But, it's my pillow that I clutch tight.
I wander in the morn,
Feeling used and hurt and scorned..
These feelings just aren't right,
I fight them with all of my might.
Tell me how this can be,
That you're not here with me.
How can you lay there in his arms,
And do my heart such harm?
Remember how we used to be?
A love so true and free..
Remember all those nights,
I held you, oh so, tight?
Remember our first kiss?
Oh, how I miss your lips..
Remember the first time,
That I had made you mine?
I wander in the night,
The tears of pain and spite,
I can't feel anymore,
My heart won't beat no more.
My heart belonged to you,
You tore it into two,
Please come back in my life,
And take away my night.
I wander day to day,
This masquerade I play,
It tiers out my soul,
My mind loses control.
Why did I have to feel,
A love so true and real?
Why did I have to fall,
Why won't you even call?
Help me baby please,
I'm going so crazy
I need you in my life,
Only you can make things right.